we are not lost

Aubrey; also Birdie.
Student and writer. Polyamorous and really gay. Chronically ill.
Local queen of cait sidhe. Powered by caffeine, anxiety, and spite.
mortalcity: A blonde girl sitting in a field, holding a notebook. (OaS | Angels)
I seem to be starting off the new year with a cold, which is less than ideal. I slept through most of yesterday, and I am awake but feeling pretty shitty today. I just hope it passes quickly, because I do have shit to do before school starts a little more than a week from now.

The purpose of this post is mostly to share my 2018 in books. ...there's a lot of Young Wizards in there, which I powered through very fast. There are also a couple of weird books that are relevant to my incredibly specific interests and exactly 9 other people.

I also signed up for GYWO, which I have never finished, but maybe I will this year? I did a habit pledge instead of a word pledge, so maybe that'll help, though I do intend to track my words as well. If you haven't signed up and want to, it's open until the 15th of this month.

[img: notebook and pen on wooden desktop with "GYWO 2019"
printed in large white letters with a black shadow. under that,
"writing decathlon" in handwritten white letters with a black shadow.]
GetYourWordsOut: Year Eleven!
Pledges & Requirements | GYWO.net
mortalcity: Two people sitting on a hill, looking at a darkening sky with stars. (stock | with your face all full of stars)
I spent basically all day today syncing stuff off my old dying desktop, setting up my shiny brand new computer (a winter gift from [personal profile] actuallyclintbarton, which I really don't deserve but is amazing and deeply appreciated), and setting up my bullet journal for the next month and the new year. That last one took... way longer than expected, but I feel a lot more like I got my shit together now.

New computer is named Eliza, and will hopefully be as reliable and long-lived as her namesake. She is perfect and I love her.

I signed up for [community profile] getyourwordsout again for the next year, this time for the next level up. My word count this year came out to 137,056 (give or take anything I write in the next... hour or so) - short of the modest pledge level I just signed up for, but nearly double the pledge level I was doing this year. A lot of those words are things that only sort of count for various reasons, but fuck it, they went in the spreadsheet anyway. Hopefully next year I can step up my game and I will have more actual stories to speak of, but this year I figured out that maybe I actually haven't forgotten how to write after all, so that's good too, I guess.

...hopefully they post the new word tracker spreadsheet very soon, because I am going to lose my mind pretty quickly if I don't have a place to tally up my words come midnight.

Fireworks are already going off and have been for hours. Olivia Natalia is having a slow, mostly quiet neurotic meltdown over them. I am trying very hard not to join her because the passage of time is scary and stressful and I feel like I am not prepared for it. 2015 tried to kill me. So did 2014, for that matter. 2016 has to be better, somehow.
mortalcity: Georgia Mason's press ID. (Newsflesh | rise up while you can)
Went out yesterday to see an old friend who is back in town, along with [personal profile] actuallyclintbarton, [profile] thebonesofferalletters, and [personal profile] balsamandash. Lots of fun, and weirdly like being 16 again, but totally exhausting - I came home, meant to take a nap for two or three hours maximum, and ended up sleeping forever. (I woke up for a couple hours around 4 AM, and went back to bed before 7, because nope. My body was not ready for consciousness.)

So, since I didn't get to write much yesterday, I holed up in my office today to try to make up for it. I may have spent some time lying on the floor whining about how writing is hard while Toby sat on my chest and purred, but I'm at over 800 words for the day, so it turned out well. Actually having an office again, even if it's not perfect yet, is definitely helping.

I am even ahead of schedule for [community profile] getyourwordsout! Not a huge amount, but by a comfortable margin.

A CHART! Shut up I love charts. )

Been listening to my playlists for Kilgate things while writing, and I am remembering again why I love this series. I need to figure out what I'm doing for those first two books so I can outline and actually start writing again. I am ready to go home to Kilgate now.
mortalcity: Emily Prentiss, grinning over her shoulder. (CM | be wicked and lovely)
So my reading page is already much more active and interesting thanks to [profile] thebonesofferalletters! Thank you, and welcome to all my new friends. I will put up a proper profile or an intro post or something soon, I swear.

That said, I may not be around much for the next week or so, because I have to send my stupid netbook in for service, and using the desktop is still tricky what with the lack of a stable surface to put it on. It's dying fast enough already, I don't intend to help it along by tipping it onto the floor. (Hopefully that particular problem will be fixed soon? But I don't know for sure.) I will still exist on my phone, but I don't like typing on it so will probably be quiet.

I have an appointment tomorrow to get started applying for Medicaid, which I am so excited about. I might actually be able to get my meds again soon, and be able to get back to functional. Or functional for me, anyway. I'll take that.

Writing continues and is going well! It's been mostly worldbuilding lately, as I had to backtrack and work some things out before I feel comfortable continuing with the story, but this counts too and I am enjoying it.

I've been overshooting my (admittedly small) word target every day I've written so far, and am quickly catching up to where I should be for GYWO. I need to figure out how to continue that pattern while my laptop is away. I'll have to find something I can write longhand without getting frustrated and sad.

Does anyone want to give me drabble prompts? Or 5 times/things prompts? Random AUs? For any of my OCs (you don't have to know any of them, I'll pull a name out of a hat if you don't specify) or... Marvel (both MCU and 616), Fringe, Newsflesh and Toby Daye. No promises on how much I will actually do, but it will definitely help to have something to screw around with while waiting for my laptop to return to me.
mortalcity: A woman's wrist with a compass rose tattoo. (stock | keep following the heartlines)
So I decided to join [community profile] getyourwordsout at the last minute. I remember attempting it once a few years ago and failing, but they have a 75k pledge for people with chronic illnesses, and though I have a bit of catching up to do, it's not that many words a day and I think I can do it.

Not sure yet if I want to count worldbuilding/character profiles/etc. or just actual story words? I mean, RP counts too if I really wanted it to (I don't), so I wouldn't feel too bad putting that under the umbrella of "words I have produced", but... idk.

SIGN UP BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES 12 AND JOIN ME IN POOR LIFE CHOICES AND WRITING CHATS FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR. You know. If you wish.

(And all of this will be starting tomorrow, because between a grand total of three hours of sleep and somehow managing to bruise the ball of my foot (FUCKING OW), I am so not up for hardcore productivity tonight. Tonight is vodka and early bed.)
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